MOTIVATION

Went to church for inte. meeting with my cg, and roy.

at the end of meeting Roy talked to me because he sense that I was not okay. He said I look lost and tired. YEAh, he is right. Because many thought wen through in my head. We were talking about the new structure in our zone. basically our cg needs a cg admin, and roy asked who wants to be everyone looked at me, deep inside i really wan to take up the position but at the back of mind I knew and was afraid that I cant able to cope it when sch started so i decided to keep quiet and just allow someone else to take up that position. after that, many thoughts of not able to meet up standard this and that. so thats why i look lost and unhappy like roy said.

however, everything change after roy talk to me and encouraging me.
basically in short, I have to draw closer to God so that He will draw closer to me. From there, I can saved up a reservoir rather than just depending a swimming pool of water now. charleston and other leaders in church can do so many things because they have reservoir where their get theri divine engery and strength from God. next is things will get into place good and fast, thus i dunt need to be afraid that i will not able to meet the standard in the end of the day. overall, i have to enjoy this walk , the walk with God! plus, when i have the anointing from God, things i need to spent on doing will be much lesser thus leading me to have more time to do more things in church and for God.

PRAY for more anointing from God, that everything i touched i know it will successful. and every where i go the lost souls can feel the presence of God through me.

now i know why God wants us to bless others. Because God can bless directly through us but the lost should cant because they have not receive God in their hearts. So God uses us as a medium to bless them. =]