I'm Flying HIGH with Jesus

Shopping

2008-12-16T09:13:00.000-08:00

I went shopping with MEI YIN today.

Wa, breakthrough sia. We spent ard 1 hour on each floor can! I walked till my legs feel like its going to break into halfs. We were looking for Mei Yin's dress, a dress that she is going to where to her upcoming dinner if I'm not wrong. Its some school event ba.

Anyway, I finally bought my demin VEST. woohoo, just need to go get some badges. yeah.. and a dress too. =] =] =]

2008-12-13T11:23:00.000-08:00

This is MATT AKA Pretty boy or gu niang. HAHA.
Picture was quite badly taken. =/ But pls imagine he really can be a girl

Crowd

DISCO BALLS

random thoughts =/

2008-12-13T11:06:00.000-08:00

Random thoughts at 3am. MAD

1)Should I cut bangs?!
Dunt really like my fringe in this way now, coz I'm getting bored with it already. I wanna to see a new Grace for the year 2009~
2) Wear contacts, maybe even coloured?
So amazed and LOVE how people look wif their coloured contacts on. Not those very obvious, its more of those at the side have colour only.
3) make up?
OH MY.

A VERY LAZY GIRL OR RATHER A GIRL WHO DUNT LIKE TO PHYSICALLY DRESS UP BUT LOVES TO DRESS UP MENTALLY, will all this thoughts turn to reality ever or soon?

CANT IMAGINE, but I love the future. =] Just cant wait I turn 25 years old and stop growing after that. HAHAHHAHA.

Photos again

2008-12-11T11:31:00.000-08:00

The Day Jeremy came to our house unexpectedly

The only normal Photos ever taken tat day.

Double tongues

Instead of hands, we use heads.

Tina: skinny chin
Grace: thick lips

Tina: "LOOK MY ARMS ARE BIG AND MUSCULAR"

Jer: "I look like byron!"

Angleyn: Big arms with small head

Fang xia thought i had a new hair cut. HAHA

I have red coloured teeth. woohoo

Tina: " YOU LOOK SCARY!!"

Aunties in the house.

My face is turning round and round not my head.
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My coolest grandma on earth.

AMT (A) Training.

Yup, I just finished it last wednesday 10 December. It was a 2 days and 1 night training. Woo, it really make me stretch and struggle during each seminal. My eyes closes without knowing it but I kept forcing myself to be awake and thoughts of the flesh is weak but the spirit is willing. After Pst How preached about building strong spirit man, I really felt the confusing kind of feeling like, you are very tired but at the same time very awaking. Yup, that feeling is weird but is good! =] I;m really glad i finished the training but i still have to wait till this coming sunday whether I'm graduated. But i heard it wunt be as easy as BMT (A). OH my, I hope i can graduate man!!!

Photos.

2008-11-09T21:34:00.000-08:00

Playing wif TINA's new Mac.
I wan a new laptop!

At cine, before watching some RETARDED movie. Super waste of money and time.

We love WINX club.

Having usher duty....

SOME RANDOM PHOTOS BY WEI HONG.

Cally.

Fang xia

DONT BULLY ME, I'M MUSCLE LADY.

2008-09-17T20:38:00.000-07:00

SUDDEN AND RANDOM THOUGHT worth thinking, i guess.

Most of the people around my age, we still have pocket money from our parents. if there is not enough money, we will ask for MORE. this lead us to spend money like no one business but atleast abit of control, not that kind like one wk can spent 1000 over dollars.

basically the sudden and random thought was actually, since we are using our parents money and we spend w/o feeling the pinch. however, as we grow up as we start working, the money we will be using will be our wages. Do you think will we still spend as much as now?

Will your pinch rule over your used lifestlye?

People, do u get wat i mean?

I cant imagine, spending lesser! =x and i cant imagine just eating kopitiam food everything. horrible, i got an expensive appetite.

2008-09-15T11:52:00.000-07:00

two person. just two. felt disappointed maybe cheated? i dunt know.

WHAT ___ anyway, since everyone will forget when there is new ones.

i'm glad i still have one still loving me tht much and hope its true.

maybe its just me. I have no idea.

2008-09-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

"Love is subjective"

maybe thats the reason why I dunt noe why I love Jesus. or maybe there is so many reasons that i cant recall.

I dream that one day i can be like my leaders and pastors. Spirit man within them so strong, able to fully depend on God, hearing the holy spirit talk to them so easily, knowing God's words fingertips, increasing capacity. They are really my role models. They inspire me to be on of them tooo. I got to have the "WHY NOT?" and "WHAT IF" attitude.

however, i cant have that attitude only but also with hard work. nothing comes down or happen if you are not hard working. God only bless people who are hard working. =] So motivate yourself as you know God will reward you with big things when you are faithfully doing the small things you are suppose to do.

I got to get my life back in track again, the pass two wks i haven been planning my timetable well. So everything seems to be undone and messy. Guess its like a low period. QT is impt, to my conclusion without regularly QT = my life gets messy and I can feel I getting further away from God.

"Draw closer to God and He will draw closer to you." [ I got to keep this in mind ]

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My mood was quite low ytd, guess i was emo`ing. But today i learned that the reason why i was emo because I'm driven by emotions not by spirit man. I got to change this.

Walking the journey wif God might be tough but i know its for my good. It's journey to becoming a better person in and out like Jesus.

All christians are sinners but wat make christians different from the worldly people is that when christians sins that make an effort to confess to Jesus and repent.

So many thoughts... occurs by just listening to one worship song.

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Opportunities. that sermon that pst how preached last wk, made me think alot. while he was preaching, i cant help but recalling what happen from now all the way to the first time i stepped HOGC and recommit ed my life back to Jesus. I really had alot of opportunities and I thank God for not letting me screwing it up. Deep inside, i'm afraid that the reason of me working hard to take more responsibilities in church will be a wrong one. So every now and then i prayed to God that dunt let me take up those positions if i want those positions because i wan to prove others that i can basically with a wrong heart intention. its like praying to God that his will is done not mine.

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People out there persecutes on fire christians and i dunt know why. Maybe they dunt noe the reasons why we are on fire for Jesus that we sacrifice everything for Him. For me, why i'm on fire for jesus because i had my own convictions and encounters with God. plus, the peace He gives me every time i worship him. I JUST LOVE IT and i will treasure it. I dunt want to backslide because i cant imagine living life properly without Him beside me. I need someone to lean on. We treated Christianity like a love relationship with Jesus is not just a religious. SO yeah, his our lover. =]

unconditionally.

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I know at times i cant control myself, but i trying my best.
Those things can happen later, it better to wait then rushing it.

2008-09-05T11:14:00.000-07:00

SLKJDHFLSJDFSLKJDNFLSKDNF

JKSDFHNFJFNFJHFJ =]

2008-08-29T10:36:00.000-07:00

AH! AH!

excited? nervous? confidence? not confidence? all this emotions are shooting right up to the climax.

I'm in charge in the chalet planning. OHMY. DEAR Lord, I pray that you will give me the strength. AND drop crazy and creative ideas for the programmes during the chalet. that everything thats going to happen there, it happens for a purpose. EV EV EV. =] and that your presence will fill up the whole chalet!

i haven finish designing the card! how??!?!?!?!

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have you ever think what will happen in the future?

i'm so excited about:
1) the church growing to almost 30,000
2) the new building that our church going to be located permantly
3) the leaders in the church will have mass weddings together
4) siblings getting old!!! =x
5) what is my life going to be like when i turn 30 years old
6) the level of my spiritual walk with God
7) everything and anything!!!

i freaked out when i heard this story from my mom's fren.

her daughter who is 29 years old this year is still single and still whining with her DAD. oh mymymymy. can u imagine, when you are 30 years old you had a boyfriend. then at 40 years old you get married. then at 50 years old you gave birth to a child. AH, so scary!!!! lol. crazy me.
so i guess this is the Singapore culture. carrier first.. den family.

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roar!!!!!!! gently in the inside yet strong on the outside.

2008-08-27T12:24:00.000-07:00

I went to eat mac with CHRISTIAN at 3am this morning!! Woohoo, thanks to her i was able to eat my McWing that morning. HAHA. =]

YOU SEE, CHIWEN. GRACE CAN EAT, SHE JUST CANT STOP!

2008-08-26T10:59:00.000-07:00

its 2am now~

I want to eat McWings now. =[

my dad dunt want to accomapny go mac! how how? i'm HUNgRy. craving for for for for mac!

2008-08-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

Holidays started but I'm so bored.

I just finished my last small small submission. however, when i wen to sch my classmates did alot of designing and everything like whole package. i didnt really have, coz i thought we just have to write it out just a normal normal journal book. BUT I WAS WRONG. anyway, i handed in already cant do much.

been having some marathon drama. staying home. i think i getting Fatter and lazy already. Bad bad.

Days that are like happening for me is during the weekends. YEAH, ....

WHERE WAS I?

2008-08-15T14:25:00.000-07:00

HI peeps! I miss meeting my sec PEEPS and darlings. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

i cant really remember when was the last time i blogged. like seriously typing out whats going on in my life. I WAS TOO FREAKING BUSY. however, someone say its a MUST to blog, so that she can read what i'm up to this days. so i'm trying to get the bloggy mood back.

lets start with the things i started doing ever since june started.

1) cafe duty! in church

it was clean up clean up for every weekday duty i did, but now i'm doing it from 4-8 latest 8.30. this time slot means I HAVE to SERVE the people. I do freak out when every time there is someone wants to buy a drink or food, i felt SHY suddenly. HAHA. i prefer doing duty with lots of crew people, its so much more fun. =]

CAFE, a place to distress! eat all the fattening food, woohoo. ECLAIR, my favourite dessert and chocolate muffin my favourite food to keep me full.

oh yeah, i'm going through cafe training where i'm going to be taught on how to do all those frappie and smoothiee drinks. and i promised fang xia that i will make one for her after i had that training. =]

Jie ru, who is the in-charge of cafe ministry said there will be only selected people who can learn how to use the coffee machine. I WANT TO LEARN but then i already know how to make shots. HAHA, i'm a smartieee girl.

2)ROY asked me to be a treasurer in our cg

ohmymymymy. i guess next time you will see me, GRACE carrying a calculator wherever she goes. BECAUSE it was a very very long time ever since i did mental calculations, i'm getting old and laggy. =x it was quite a weird post for me, because i'm quite shocked that roy wants me to do counting counting role. BUT, maybe through this i can be a mini accountants. LOL. i actually wanted to study accountants but my marks were too MUCH.

3)Project submission DOWN DOWN

yup, 15 august the day my last freaking big big big submission for the semester! so its over now! i slept at 5am for straight 3 days. not mention the many many 3 am - 4 am ones. i'm so glad that i'm still wearing spec because it helps me to cover my eye bags. i look so freaking shagged without it can! how can wear contact lens, so dunt ask me to wear even I WANT but I CANT. haha, but i'm not that sad. SO MA FAN.

I didnt really manage to submit everything. I started earlier than fang xia and cally but i'm still not able to finish. WTH. I'm proud to say = GRACE's workmanship has improve! =]

heck care`ing now, coz it over! OVER, thats the word. i just have to try a little more harder next time.

4)DESIGNING IN CHURCH. being a graphic designer.

yeah, you see it! graphic designer. I'm freaking out, so afraid that my design doesnt look nice or wateva. BUT i got great leaders and friends to help me on how to improve it. i done the zone c bookmark and zone c and b's msn pic for an event. it turned out to be GREAT.

next up to design cards for people who are studying. giving them LOVE and ENCOURAGEMENT. so people please feel superly LOVED when u see my next up coming card okay. =] still haven start, but will start soon. HAHA.

i starting to love graphic design. so much more fun! CS2 is my tool to show my creative to others. i always tell myself that designing is good and that God will and can drop ideas to me because He is the one that created us to be CREATIVE. so yeah, people let ur imagination to flow with the anointing of God. HAHA.

5)SKATES

I bought a freaking new skates and it cost a freaking 470!!! opps. =x used my mom's money. FELT GUILTY. so with the new blades, i should be practising more on my slides but every training i went, i played touch ruby on blade with the guys instead. LOVE TOUCH RUBY. even though i cant blade that fast and i will freak out every time i get the ball, the guys still let me play with them. SO basically usually my role is to tap people can liao! i'm glad that they still include me in the game even i'm not a good fast blader!

6)djmax

this a freaking addictive PSP game. I have been playing it every mrt rides. WHAT pisses me of that, was this person call KOH WEI HONG. always call me a noob and ask me to play. he just wanna prove that he better than me. thats what i felt. HAHA. he is a irritating person. FULLSTOP. =x

7)FLY HIGH

Days passes, months passed ever since I joined HOGC. DO u see a change in me?!?!? if u do tell me, i would LOVE to know. =] what i noticed about myself that eveyday i will think of HIM, not like in the previous years of my life, where i only thought of HIM when i'm in trouble or in need of help. yup, i'm glad with myself. next thing up to faithfully do my QT. I'm really flying high, I know God has made me fly super high. I'm doing more in church and going to church more than once a week. YEAH. i'm SHOCKED.

GROW grace GROW!

UP next my life EVENT
1)DAD is coming home

My dad is coming back! this tues, our family misses him but what i missed most is shopping. whenever he is back he will give us money to go SHOP SHOP. so bad rit, but i do miss him LOTS okay. someone can testify it.

2)dance

I WANNA LEARN DANCING AGAIN. i'm thinking of joining the church's dance ministry. I dunt think anyone thought that i can DANCE. if i'm not wrong chiwen said she can imagine me dance. thats funny and weird. As, every time i tell people that i was from dancing cca in my secondary school days they were quite shocked. DANCE DANCE.

2)DREAMS

My dreams...

A. I want to help and join the team in church to help changing other's people life. Giving them an alternative lifestyle. A lifestyle that is radical for God. =] because HOGC people live a life for others not I. thats what God wants us to do to save the lost souls.

FRIENDS, my friends i would love to see you guys joining me. Running the race with God, with the fire burning strong. I would not give up! for God is my strength my refugee. 4th dimension, I SEE YOU GUYS beside me worshipping GOD beside me. =]

I wanna thank God for giving me the privilege to build this church with my leaders and pastor. =] I LOVE IT.

thats it folks. HAHA, pray tat i will continue blooggging. =x

2008-06-13T10:31:00.000-07:00

MOTIVATION

Went to church for inte. meeting with my cg, and roy.

at the end of meeting Roy talked to me because he sense that I was not okay. He said I look lost and tired. YEAh, he is right. Because many thought wen through in my head. We were talking about the new structure in our zone. basically our cg needs a cg admin, and roy asked who wants to be everyone looked at me, deep inside i really wan to take up the position but at the back of mind I knew and was afraid that I cant able to cope it when sch started so i decided to keep quiet and just allow someone else to take up that position. after that, many thoughts of not able to meet up standard this and that. so thats why i look lost and unhappy like roy said.

however, everything change after roy talk to me and encouraging me.
basically in short, I have to draw closer to God so that He will draw closer to me. From there, I can saved up a reservoir rather than just depending a swimming pool of water now. charleston and other leaders in church can do so many things because they have reservoir where their get theri divine engery and strength from God. next is things will get into place good and fast, thus i dunt need to be afraid that i will not able to meet the standard in the end of the day. overall, i have to enjoy this walk , the walk with God! plus, when i have the anointing from God, things i need to spent on doing will be much lesser thus leading me to have more time to do more things in church and for God.

PRAY for more anointing from God, that everything i touched i know it will successful. and every where i go the lost souls can feel the presence of God through me.

now i know why God wants us to bless others. Because God can bless directly through us but the lost should cant because they have not receive God in their hearts. So God uses us as a medium to bless them. =]

some dumb dumb quiz. HAHA.

2008-06-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

THIS YIN SMSed ME AND ASK ME TO DO THIS QUIZ FOR HER. i dunt know why.

#1 If my loved ones betrayed me, what will your first reaction be?
PRAY TO GOD, and God will His own judgement with him/her. Coz revenge means only death.

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Be a successful interior designer and better still get to design for my church layout.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
to dance under the rain with my husband after the wedding ceremony.

#4are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yeah, but I do have faith with God that everything is going to be GREAT and EXCITING.

#5 whats your ideal lover like?
Someone who knows Jesus, to make sure he is not in any bad habits. if not i will SUFFER.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone.
being loved someone, coz He did it first.

#7how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as long as i can, till God stops me and let me meet someone else.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
treat him as my eyecandy. just LOOK. haha.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
I HAVEN MET MY LAOGONG AND QUECK YIN. haha.

#10 are you in love or being loved now?
YES, with God. =] peace flows in my heart.

#11 would you dare to confess your love for someone?
NO. haha, seems scary!

#12 who are currently the most impt people to you?
MOST? countless.

#13 who is mei yin?
SOMEONE WHO is supper bubbly and duper loud! jumper and screamer. SHE IS MY BESTY. =]

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor. because money can be earned, relationship and feelings cant be forced.

#15 what the first thing you do every morning?
another 5 mins and another, on bed!

#16 would you give your all in a relationship?
yes, but still put my God and family first.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who loved me more?

#18 who is grace's favorite type of friends?
fun loving trustworthy caring helpful

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
if i dislike them, i wunt even "label" them as my friends. =x

#20 what would you name your children in future?
abit too early to think, i'm just 18teen!

WHAT are you guys busying with?

2008-06-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

1) busy slacking since is holiday?
2) busy working so that you can buy your next big gadget
3)busy playing any electronic game?
4)busy finish all your favourite drama series?
5)busy hanging out with friends?
6)busy doing things for God?
7) busy studying?

The list can still keep going on and on, because holiday are here. Time is all you have, but spent it wisely as you can never turn the clock again. Remembering one of the sermon, pastor said that everything you do is actually exchanging with time. For example, you exchange your time to watch tv. Plus, in the working world money is equally to time and time is equally to money. so in conclusion, you are actually giving away money to watch tv. SO NOTHING REALLY COMES FOR FREE in this world. So move your body and use your time correctly.

I'm busy with my church stuff. I really want to spiral break that wall and move on to the next level. No human being likes to stay on the same level for so long. I GOT TO GROW.

A song dedicated.

"i wanna grow, i wanna grow grow" (the milk advertisement!)

my bible is my milk and prayer is my vitamins! and not forgetting the most impt ingredient is FAITH. without Faith, you cant please God at all.

I have faith that my spiritual ears will burst open for me to hear God's words so clearly, will come to a pass. =]

2008-06-06T10:11:00.000-07:00

HI!

I'm writting my posts in a more formal tone so that I can learn my mistake.

Both my lectures and leader found that, the tone I was using was too informal for a presentation or some serious message.
However, I need some time to change my old habit. Please, forgive me or correct me if I have typed any errors.

6 of June.
Before the school holidays, I was busy doing my project stuffs. I tried to finish something or the least did something each day, so that I can go for church svc without worrying that I wunt be able to meet the deadlines. This mentality had given me a motivation to WORK and not slack that much. It did help alot, however I spent too much time on blading too that I had even less time to do my work. I had learn my lesson already, I SHALL NOT PLAY AND SLACK too much when my deadlines are near.

In church, I'm starting to serve more than ever! In the previous churches I attended before, the only time you will see me in the church was like once every wk. But now, the least time I go to HOGC is twice! I had fun and I felt that I finally had some purpose in live and wasting my time was not really in my vocab anymore. I push myself by not allowing myself to waste my time just staring in space or even slack the whole day. So, motivate yourself fast and soon it will become a habit.

EASTER wk in HOGC

2008-03-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

carnival was like going on in HOGC, we had pizza, garlic bread, nacho & cheese and sausages for sale. board games were rented outs. there was photo booth, pool table, ice hockey game, arcade games. HAHA, like mini entertainment center!

i was doing cafe duty today, my very first duty.
had to stir cheese and serve the nacho chips and cheese to the costomer. basically everything i did during the duty was with CHEESE! It was super HOT at the al fresco area and my tummy was playing drums. so while pouring the cheese onto the tray, my mind was like "YUMMY".

ATTENTION people, my house's not my block has no water! because the water pipe BRUST. can u imagine living without any water coming out from your tap and when you need water you had to collect it from the outside tap!! so inconvience. but I thank God that it was not wires broke down or wat which will causes my house to have no electricity! i'm a girl who uses lots and lots of electricity everyday.

I WOULD LOVE TO TAKE LOTS OF PICTURES AGAIN AND BLOG IT. =]

A WHOLE NEW LIFE.

2008-03-21T10:29:00.000-07:00

Yup, a whole new life being single and recommitting my life to God once again. =]